tell me do you remember the fall

Haven't we forgotten how much love hurts us all, because now I can remember the fall. A life lead on with broken love Haven't we all forgotten how fragile our existence is? Haven't we all lost it, Our pride overcomes our joy and we are all selfish We've forgotten love and we've forgotten truth, simply because we don't want to accept it. They say God can save us all? and that if you believe hard enough that your dreams will come true, find the hidden words in between and you'll see. What we hope for now is that we can overcome such failure but the only true question is Can we save ourselves? Ife we ask ourselves this question, will we really answer? There are so many ways to question a fake. The human race has been falling and technology is building our death machine, I wish it weren't true. That someday this world will fade into nothing, and once we will all be forgotten, our lives never solid again. I know we all wish we could reverse such things. As life is the best gift you'll ever recieve, stop taking this shit for granted. I'm not the best person either, I know we will all help with the ultimate downfall of the human race. You won't know how to deal, We weren't prepared to face this on our own. Now ask yourself that same question. Can we really save ourselves from something this awful or have we all given up on ourselves.

allthesameallshallfade

I've never found someone as wonderful as you.
I watch from a breaking point and wonder if I could change the way you look at me.
Either way we all make mistakes we never notice, all the same.
I miss holding on to something and having a sense of security
That could be one of the hardest things I've ever searched for.
And I'm still searching, for a cause to all this madness
Why her instead of me.
Why the partridge instead of the tree?
Why does life treat us this way?
Somethings we'll never know.
Take me out tonight
The ship of fools has returned

rearrange my insides.

I do laugh in the face of love, it's always my nature, because those who betray never pay.
I feel lost and rejected but at the same time I can only look up and wonder what a good life I have and imagine how worse it could be. People don't realize what I deal with everyday and I realize that theres no one I can really talk to.
I miss a loyal friend


I miss mary :[
everyone leaves for a life sometime

2794 miles away from anything real.

It's all mind games and nothing else. Just a broken heart and you won't know, ever.
Beautiful eyes don't set apart from the rest. I feel rejected and left out. As if the ones you cared about forgot about you. I can't sleep, I can't think and I probably will never get to really know you. sometime life can give you the worst. And of course I have the shittiest time dealing with it. Love is just a game, a game that almost doesn't exist. I let my love go again. and someone I wanted has fallen into the hands of another, again. Honestly I promised to never let that happen again. and guess what? it happened. I let my soul and myself down.
I'll say again and again, again. because this shit never works out anyway. One day love will be real. I hope it's soon because right now I need it more than ever.
xx