we are an endless sea with nothing to breathe.
air escaped from our lungs, water rushes in and suffocates everything
The last of our dying breath will come after the flood after the rush when your lips turn blue. Then...it's all over, we will wait for new life to begin for a better future. Bare land, faceless, beautiful and uninhabited throwing existing memories out. Breathe now, because we are new and this is life.
anew
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007
fial
Don't you ever ask yourself questions?
I'm sure you wonder, whether we all are real or someone is behind all of us playing god, playing out our lives, deciding whether we should live or die. Maybe we aren't real? Maybe we are? The good thing is we'll really never know and all we have is our faith to lean on and sometimes for someone that's all we need, but it's not enough for me. I dig so much deeper for truth than most and It keeps me awake knowing that the more time wasted the less time i have to figure it all out and I've accomplished very little since last august. I begin to wonder if we will ever be ready for the truth or what life awaits us after death. Do we live normally/
or are we stuck to wandering for years in eternal peace. Is it too quiet? The years will go by and I will get older, and I will forget what living is and be confined to a life of nothing because I never found purpose. I'm here to make a difference whether it's God's will or not and I'm going to fight for what's right until there's no fight left in me I'm going to live but never forget my endless search for real and for existence. As long as I live I don't think it will ever end, It's just my nature. The thought of forever is unbearable and the thought of the end is even worse. Either way I win and I lose, but I've already lost.
I'm sure you wonder, whether we all are real or someone is behind all of us playing god, playing out our lives, deciding whether we should live or die. Maybe we aren't real? Maybe we are? The good thing is we'll really never know and all we have is our faith to lean on and sometimes for someone that's all we need, but it's not enough for me. I dig so much deeper for truth than most and It keeps me awake knowing that the more time wasted the less time i have to figure it all out and I've accomplished very little since last august. I begin to wonder if we will ever be ready for the truth or what life awaits us after death. Do we live normally/
or are we stuck to wandering for years in eternal peace. Is it too quiet? The years will go by and I will get older, and I will forget what living is and be confined to a life of nothing because I never found purpose. I'm here to make a difference whether it's God's will or not and I'm going to fight for what's right until there's no fight left in me I'm going to live but never forget my endless search for real and for existence. As long as I live I don't think it will ever end, It's just my nature. The thought of forever is unbearable and the thought of the end is even worse. Either way I win and I lose, but I've already lost.
Saturday, December 1, 2007
It's always good to know.
I don't care I'm not perfect we all have are faults, and sometimes when someone does something little to make you feel special, well it makes you feel special, and that is amazing.
maybe I'll have friends that I can feel good around and maybe I will become something more than quiet and reserved and if i do, then the worlds peacemakers will increase by one, but that's all just wishful thinking.
it always will be
maybe I'll have friends that I can feel good around and maybe I will become something more than quiet and reserved and if i do, then the worlds peacemakers will increase by one, but that's all just wishful thinking.
it always will be
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